I am a school teacher. It feels like the first day. I am slightly bewildered, wandering the hallways, uncertain where I should go or what I should do. Another teacher passes with a few teenage retarded girls, who have crushes on me and clown around childishly with each other, and grasp my hand in passing, pretending as if they have lost their balance. I follow them--now we are outside--onto a hillside. We follow what gradually becomes a steep and winding path and they pass out of sight. The path becomes even more difficult, rocky and steep--it becomes a cliff face, where I find myself stranded--a long, dangerous drop below, a very thin ledge at the peak. And all the rockface is loose--nowhere to get a good handhold. I can go neither up or down. And I lack strength. I remember that I have recently been hit by a car, which explains the weakness in my legs. Suddenly a young woman appears, climbing over to me from the right--the direction I had been heading. She speaks to me in a very calm voice. She is there to guide me back to safety. The tone of her voice frightens me because it confirms that I am in great danger. Despite her assurances, I doubt I can make it. I am afraid. I wake up.
Explanations
caveat lector
For your edification and delight, the following flotation devices are offered:
flotson - concerning duende and the portable stallion; musings on poesis in convenient, bite-sized chiclets. mise en abyme - concerning the synergistic effects of Google and intoxicants; a prolegomena to any future metaphysics. flanerie - concerning the cosmopolis, ubiquitous technologies and decisive moments; Bell, Bresson and Baudelaire, a triple threat in the age of Nokia. oneironautica - concerning hypnogogia; an archaeology of sleep.
Special thanks to Joy Morton, Fritz Lang, George Herriman and Escola Portuguesa de Arte Equestre.
My father and I have joined a procession...
Saturday, July 12, 2008
My father and I have joined a procession of union men, traveling at night on foot via a secret dance step that identifies us by the soft and regular pattern of our feet scraping the ground. It is dangerous to fall out of step. We are separated when my father goes to help a friend. A fox comes to me and swallows an ember from my torch. The fox glows like a lantern and I follow it to safety.